Alexandria

I need to write this
Because its bleeding inside me
You hurt me so bad
It hurts terribly
I trusted you
When warned not to
I let the fact that I care too much
Get in the way yet again
You dont give a damn about me
You never have
All you needed was someone
To cry on and make sad
Well you've fullfilled your desire
Its done and your glad
You have no respect or feelings
You say you love but you dont know the meaning
And even then
Your words are emptier than your reasons
In the end your all that matters to you
And you cry yourself to sleep
Rather than think things through
Im not perfect,
But neither are you
Step back and look at the things you do
The pain you cause
The rules you break
The lies you smear
The people you give heartache
Above everything
I hate that I still care about you
Crying
Hurting
And watching the things you do
Your heart beats on the inside
But for now it is being abused
And lied to
Most like the things the outside of you
Chooses to do