Madina Lake - House Of Cards

Its late at night and the worlds asleep
And Im trying not to think
I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds
Im thinking what is wrong with me?
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I've told
That you believed

*Chorus*
Im afraid
To be alone
Im afraid
That one day you'll find out
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'd be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But Im too afraid
To come clean
Cuz my lifes the flame
In a house of cards

Now I cant look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try to disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But I just cant (chorus)

Its such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cuz Im trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Or is this me? (chorus)