Lee And Lies

Sitting all alone by the bed on the floor
Your asleep and Im up quietly
Can things ever be like before?
This cold burns inside of me
Words and actions begging to be set free
Not the truth, only lies they believe
So I sit here to think about everything
Your hiding things from me
Today whats real
Tomorrow you conceal
Why cant anyone understand that I hurt too?
No its not just you
Call me dramatic, call me a liar, call me a backstabber
But your the deneyer
Of everything thats undercover
So all I can do is suspect and wonder
In my heart,
"Best Friends" come and go
Loneliness, thick skin, understanding, and reality grow
I love you and I have to all the other ones
Turn my head and smile big when they come
Yet I care for them all
I promise I do
Honesty got in the way
No they couldnt tell the truth
But the question is,
Can I seperate them from you?

Tearful Little Girl

"Mandys Missing!"
Through the phone line and the tears I listen
You left to go pursue that inclination
Guess your shit with temptation
They cry as you bring their worst fears to life
I sit and deny
Your back and you've got a story
But you cant touch that
Because he didn't touch you
Without you wanting him to
You knew this tale would give him all the glory
But sweetie, the peices dont fit,
They're jumbled and I know it
How did this detective detect it?
Little girl, you lead me to it
You cant say this today and that tomorrow
First "No I dont remember"
Then "I had to surrender"
The deeper you go the more blood you ooze
You cant play this kind of game
Your only gunna loose
Its not right cuz this pain is real
You've been through hurt, but this you couldnt feel
Lies are so dominante
You did it because your afraid
Attention you seek
But its wrong to want it in this way