You consume my mind
Every day and night
I didn't fall in love with you,
I was something you discontinued
Whatever we had, it was empty
To be put simply
So why do I hurt so easily?
You never had a loving way of treating me
A romantic fairy tale I never believed
I knew we could never be
We had no "chemistry"
But what I cant seem to understand,
Is something I never, ever have
How were you able to just leave it?
No closure
No reason
Im left wondering
Looking for any kind of comforting
And your left fine
You schoolmates,
Im sure theyre divine
They filled my spot
They passed the test
Pretty eyes,
And what you get off to after midnight
I guess my feelings were just added stress
But haven't you heard?
Im a hot mess
I guess I failed cuz I couldn't touch you
And even though you fantasized about it,
I never would've fucked you
We were a lie,
Thats the truth
Now that its on paper,
Im over you
Friday, September 21, 2007
Friday, September 14, 2007
A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover
Your finger tips accross my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me spanish lullabys
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
*Chorus*
Well I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
Im trying not to think about you
Cant you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images
No (chorus)
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So your gone and Im haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy,
To walk right in and out of my life? (chorus)
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me spanish lullabys
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
*Chorus*
Well I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
Im trying not to think about you
Cant you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images
No (chorus)
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So your gone and Im haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy,
To walk right in and out of my life? (chorus)
Flyleaf - Im So Sick
I will break
Into your thoughts
With whats written
On my heart
*Chorus*
Im so sick
Infected with
Where I live
Let me live
Without this
EMPTY BLISS
SELFISHNESS
If you want
More of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your
Itching ears (chorus)
Hear it
Im screaming it
Your heeding to it now
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
And this invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick (chorus)
Into your thoughts
With whats written
On my heart
*Chorus*
Im so sick
Infected with
Where I live
Let me live
Without this
EMPTY BLISS
SELFISHNESS
If you want
More of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your
Itching ears (chorus)
Hear it
Im screaming it
Your heeding to it now
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
And this invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick (chorus)
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Taking Back Sunday - I'll Let You Live
The first degree was a riot
We're making sure
My lessons learned
Im not ashamed
But Im trying
I've come to expect
The standards you have set
Tell me just how
Dangerous
Is second best
You settled for less
And Im sure you'll settle again
*Chorus*
Theres no
Stopping me (this)
Im gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
The closer that I look
Is just the further that you get
Already
Stubborn skin thickens
An attempt to understand (chorus)
(2nd chorus)
You got tired
Of waiting
When the guilt subsides
The night begins
And I know its not what you deserve
Came as a gift from a good friend
That disapproves
But understands
That you represent
And actively encourage
All of my worst habbits
They all are
Proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things
Dont test me (chorus, 2nd chorus)
We're making sure
My lessons learned
Im not ashamed
But Im trying
I've come to expect
The standards you have set
Tell me just how
Dangerous
Is second best
You settled for less
And Im sure you'll settle again
*Chorus*
Theres no
Stopping me (this)
Im gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?
The closer that I look
Is just the further that you get
Already
Stubborn skin thickens
An attempt to understand (chorus)
(2nd chorus)
You got tired
Of waiting
When the guilt subsides
The night begins
And I know its not what you deserve
Came as a gift from a good friend
That disapproves
But understands
That you represent
And actively encourage
All of my worst habbits
They all are
Proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things
Dont test me (chorus, 2nd chorus)
The Fray - How To Save A Life
Step one
You say we need to talk
He walks
You say sit down its just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stair politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
*Chorus*
Where did I go wrong
I lost a friend
Somewhere along into bitterness
And I would have stayed up
With you all night
Had I known, how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cuz after all, you do know best
Try to step past his defense,
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
Things you told him all along
And pray to God he hears you (chorus)
As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road,
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came (chorus)
You say we need to talk
He walks
You say sit down its just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stair politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
*Chorus*
Where did I go wrong
I lost a friend
Somewhere along into bitterness
And I would have stayed up
With you all night
Had I known, how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cuz after all, you do know best
Try to step past his defense,
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
Things you told him all along
And pray to God he hears you (chorus)
As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road,
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came (chorus)
Sia - Breathe Me
Help
I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is theres no one else to be
*Chorus*
Be my friend
Hold me
Wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch
I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah
I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe (chorus)
I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is theres no one else to be
*Chorus*
Be my friend
Hold me
Wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch
I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah
I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe (chorus)
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Flyleaf - Cassie
The question asked
In order
To save her life
Or take it
The answer no
To avoid death
The answer yes
Would make it
*Chorus*
Do you believe in God?
Written on a bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
And Cassie pulled the trigger
All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him
Knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air (chorus)
How many
Will die?
I will die
I will say yes (chorus)
In order
To save her life
Or take it
The answer no
To avoid death
The answer yes
Would make it
*Chorus*
Do you believe in God?
Written on a bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
And Cassie pulled the trigger
All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him
Knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air (chorus)
How many
Will die?
I will die
I will say yes (chorus)
Paramore - crushcrushcrush
I've got alot to say to you
Yeah I've got alot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here and it makes no sense at all
*Chorus*
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
Ya little spies
Crush..
Crush..
Crush..
CRUSH!
CRUSH!
-2,3,4-
Nothing compares to
A quiet evening alone
Just the one two
Of us whos counting on
That never happens
I guess Im dreaming again
Lets be more than
This (now)
If you wanna play it like a game
Well come on, come on, lets play
Cuz I'd rather waste my life pretending
Then have to forget you for one whole minute (chorus)
Rock and Roll (hey)
Baby dont ya know,
That we're all alone now
I need something to sing about
(Gimme something to sing about) (chorus)
Yeah I've got alot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here and it makes no sense at all
*Chorus*
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
Ya little spies
Crush..
Crush..
Crush..
CRUSH!
CRUSH!
-2,3,4-
Nothing compares to
A quiet evening alone
Just the one two
Of us whos counting on
That never happens
I guess Im dreaming again
Lets be more than
This (now)
If you wanna play it like a game
Well come on, come on, lets play
Cuz I'd rather waste my life pretending
Then have to forget you for one whole minute (chorus)
Rock and Roll (hey)
Baby dont ya know,
That we're all alone now
I need something to sing about
(Gimme something to sing about) (chorus)
Madina Lake - House Of Cards
Its late at night and the worlds asleep
And Im trying not to think
I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds
Im thinking what is wrong with me?
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I've told
That you believed
*Chorus*
Im afraid
To be alone
Im afraid
That one day you'll find out
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'd be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But Im too afraid
To come clean
Cuz my lifes the flame
In a house of cards
Now I cant look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try to disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But I just cant (chorus)
Its such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cuz Im trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Or is this me? (chorus)
And Im trying not to think
I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds
Im thinking what is wrong with me?
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I've told
That you believed
*Chorus*
Im afraid
To be alone
Im afraid
That one day you'll find out
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'd be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But Im too afraid
To come clean
Cuz my lifes the flame
In a house of cards
Now I cant look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try to disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But I just cant (chorus)
Its such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cuz Im trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Or is this me? (chorus)
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