The End Of A Fraud

So many years now
That we get slapped around
I trusted you with almost all my heart
They did it to us,
But I believed you to be set apart
All I want is to please you my God
But they keep trying to bury us in the ground
If this is my test, Im doing my best to pass
So how long will these hardships last?
You never gave me a reason to be encouraged
Your advice I never asked
I never trusted it to take
Yet I stood by you, Knowing what you've done in the past
But it seems you finally got me to brake
Demolish this friendship
Because of your empty words, and false reasonings
Im afraid there is no way to mend this
It will never be the way it was
You won't even be there in my marital bliss
You found the gasoline and then gave me the match
A flame I became,
Yours to torch,
Burn til I crack
I throw down some coals
You set off a nuclear bomb
Now tell me darling,
How I'm the one thats wrong