Scary Pretty Things

The End Of A Fraud

2010-05-04T02:02:00.002-05:00

So many years now
That we get slapped around
I trusted you with almost all my heart
They did it to us,
But I believed you to be set apart
All I want is to please you my God
But they keep trying to bury us in the ground
If this is my test, Im doing my best to pass
So how long will these hardships last?
You never gave me a reason to be encouraged
Your advice I never asked
I never trusted it to take
Yet I stood by you, Knowing what you've done in the past
But it seems you finally got me to brake
Demolish this friendship
Because of your empty words, and false reasonings
Im afraid there is no way to mend this
It will never be the way it was
You won't even be there in my marital bliss
You found the gasoline and then gave me the match
A flame I became,
Yours to torch,
Burn til I crack
I throw down some coals
You set off a nuclear bomb
Now tell me darling,
How I'm the one thats wrong

Famous Paige Speech

2009-10-07T20:30:00.002-05:00

This is one of my favorite (if not my favorite) speech from Degrassi

9th grade. -
My date is orange, and Im sporting a screaming sunburn.
10th grade. -
Our limo driver, jim-boy-jed the criminal, delivers us in a cop cruiser.
11th grade. -
It gets worse. Half wacked on pain killers, I arrive with a date who doesnt like girls, on the special bus.
Hello everyone! Happy prom! Isn't this so perfectly festive?
(Jimmy: Are you finished?)
NO! My armpits hurt!

Vitriol/Volatile

2009-09-09T01:44:00.002-05:00

Young wounds are often remembered
Within the heart is passion so the scar grows deeper
Fresh blood is destined for September
What the fuck makes you think this is the right way to treat her?
These days she's always on trial
So she must force a smile
I never thought I would be vitriol
Until I realized you've been volatile
So afraid to be smothered by your fucked-up way of gaining contol
Screams and shouts I fucking told you so
My heart tells me Beauty Belligerent
For this I'll recieve 10 times punishment
Im not even sure Im alive
And this is no reason for you to die
Because believe me I will fucking survive
Growing more tenacious
With every vicious screech
Now just one of the masses, to you I am evasive
Dont worry daddy, for this is everything to me you continue to teach

Lonely Nymphs Tears

2009-05-21T01:06:00.004-05:00

So silly such a childish girl
Who thought she'd grown up in such an adults world
Pure innocence in what matters
Nobody seems to notice the beauty
Just the insignificant scrapes and tatters
If it were opposite I would love her
Whoever he is she longs for him truly
Because without him she has no worth
Not enough confidence to carry her
Shes lonely and wary
Small and porcelain as a fairy
A nymph who's tired of the way he deters
He is everything in her world
She only wishes he would become unfurled
How long must she stay and await
Before he introduces himself, her heart to take
And his heart to give to only her, for she is the only one
As with the rising and falling of the forever sun
Look for her shes waiting impatiently
Deep in thought she can scarcely breathe
Love and blessings for the future
Or a nymphs tale that will never be the truth for her

Brandon Mohr: Your Not Worth Any Of This

2009-05-21T00:42:00.002-05:00

I was going to write something depressing
To express the sickening feelings you gave me
The screaming words I've been suppressing
Due to the way I was treated
You dont fucking love me
It was only what I wanted to believe
Three words on a script
A line I repeated
A boy who never said them
Because all I was, was his ego trip
Nothing more than a pictures tip
You were my hearts memory
Now somewhat an overblown tragedy
Surrounded by your illusion
Those eyes weren't true you could never prove them
Im so incredibly naive I never spotted it
When to everyone else it was obvious
Your not the one you never have been
Just a means to a fantasy for every season
Ripping out the needle
Sucking out the poison
Im getting rid of you because your putting me into torsion

Both sides to NOT getting over someone

2009-05-08T11:34:00.002-05:00

Paramore-Stuck On You

I heard your driving in my car
That and a frozen bar
And I claimed I didnt care for you
But your verse got trapped inside my head
Over and over again
You played yourself to death in me

I thought I'd drop you easily
But that was not to be
You burrowed like a summer tick
So you invade my sleep
And confuse my dreams
Turn my nights to sleepless itch

Stuck on you
Til the end of time
Im too tired to fight your ryhme (EYES)
You've got me paralyzed

Holding on the telephone
I hear your midrange moan
Your everywhere inside my room
Even when Im alone,
I hear your melodrone
Your everywhere inside of me

You've got me trapped
I cant escape
Your incessant whine
When you beam it out
All across the sky

No I cant escape (stuck on you til the end of time)
Your insipid ryhme (Im too tired to fight your ryhme -eyes-)
When you shoot it deep (stuck on you-
Straight into my mind -til the end of time)

Demi Lovato - Dont Forget

Did you forget...
That I was even alive?
Did you forget...
Everything we ever had?
Did you forget...
Did you forget...
About me?

Did you regret...
Ever standing by my side?
Did you forget...
What we were feeling inside?
Now Im left
To forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
(But you wont sing along)
(You've forgotten
About Us)
You cant forget it
(At all)

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever (Never) holding my hand?
Never again
Please dont forget
Dont forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I wont forget
I wont forget
About us

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
All the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I wont forget
Please dont forget
Us

dont forget

Fuck You - Lily Allen

2009-02-19T23:04:00.002-06:00

Look inside
Your tiny mind
And look a bit harder
Cus we're so uninspired
So sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor
So you say
Its not ok to be gay
Well I think your just evil
Your just some racist
Who cant tie my laces
Your point of view is medevil

FUCK YOU (FUCK YOU)
FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH
Cus we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please dont stay in touch
FUCK YOU (FUCK YOU)
FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH
Cus your words dont translate
And its gettin quite late
So please dont stay in touch

Do you get
A little kick out of bein small-minded?
You want to be like your father
Its approval your after
Well thats not how you find it
Do you
Really enjoi living a life thats so HATEFUL?
Cus THERES A HOLE WHERE YOUR SOUL SHOULD BE
Your losing control of it
And its really distasteful

FUCK YOU (FUCK YOU)
FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH
Cus we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please dont stay in touch
FUCK YOU (FUCK YOU)
FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH
Cus your words dont translate
And its gettin quite late
So please dont stay in touch
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

You say,
You think we need to go to war
Well your already in one
Cus its people like you
That need to get sleu
No one wants your opinion

FUCK YOU (FUCK YOU)
FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH
Cus we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please dont stay in touch
FUCK YOU (FUCK YOU)
FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH
Cus your words dont translate
And its gettin quite late
So please dont stay in touch
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU!

Your Not Sorry - Taylor Swift

2009-01-26T13:46:00.002-06:00

All this time I was wastin hopin you would come around
Ive been givin out chances every time and all you do is let me down
And its taken me this long baby but Ive figured you out
And your thinkin we'll be fine again but not this time around

You dont have to call
Anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last
Straw
(Theres nothing left to beg for)
Dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that your sorry
But I dont believe you baby
Like I did before
Your not sorry
No

Your lookin so innoccent I might believe you if I didnt know
Couldve loved you all my life if you hadnt left me waitin in the cold
And you got your share of secrets and Im tired of being last to know
And now your askin me to listen cus its worked each time
Before

You had me crawlin for you honey and it never wouldve gone away
No
You used to shine so bright
But I watched our love fade

Hawaii - Meiko

2009-01-15T17:50:00.003-06:00

I wanna go
to Hawaii
Build my castle out of sand
And I wont need anybody
Telling me
That I cant

And you
Cant say
That you see me
If you dont know
Who I am
You
Cant see
That you need me
If neither one of us
Can be found

I wanna soak
Up the water
I dream about you every night
And in my mind will be an order
Take it away in just one flight

Linger - The Cranberries

2008-11-17T00:40:00.002-06:00

If you
If you could return
Dont let it burn
Dont let it fade
Im sure Im not being rude
But its just your attitude
Its tearing me apart
Its ruining everything
And I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So WHY were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you HAVE to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

Mannequin - Katy Perry

2008-11-17T00:15:00.003-06:00

How do I get closer
To you
When you keep it all
On mute
How will I know
The right way to LOVE you

Usually the Queen
Of figuring out,
Breaking down a man
Is no workout

But I have no clue
How to get through to you
Oh,
I wanna hit you just to see if you CRY
I keep knocking on, wood
Hoping theres a real boy inside

Cus your not a man
Your just a mannequin
I wish you could feel
That my love is real
But your not a man

I wish I could just
TURN YOU ON
Put a battery in
MAKE YOU TALK
Even pull a string
For you to say anything

But with you there is no guarantee
Only expired waranty

A bunch of broken parts
And I cant seem to find your heart

Oh
IM SUCH A FOOL

This ones out of my
Hands
I cant put you back together
Again

Your just a toy
Could you ever be a real boy
And understand

If the past is the problem
Our future could solve em baby
I could bring you to life
If you let me inside baby
It'll hurt
But in the end,
You'll be a man

Rock Your Soul - Elisa

2008-11-17T00:00:00.002-06:00

The more I think
The less I see
When Im able to walk,
Im queen of my world
I let it rain
On my skin
I dont let myself down

Just wanna be one with you
I wanna be one with you

The more I think
The less I do
When Im able to talk,
Im queen of my world
I let it rain
On my skin
I dont ask myself why

I wanna be one with you

And all I want is to rock your soul

I feel closer to the clouds
Im touching all the highest leaves
On top of the trees
Its my desires release

We let it rain
On our skin
Your holding my hand
Im holding your life

And I feel like Im one with you

And all I want is to rock your soul

I think I have to give you something
More than words
Is that something
So I show you my dreams
To make em our dreams
Wont you just be
Im what you see

Oh

And all I want is to rock your soul

(Together with the sun
We shine all the way
Together with the rain
We fall through the air)

Reasons To Love You - Meiko

2008-11-16T23:49:00.002-06:00

Give me a reason to fall in love
Take my hand and lets dance
Give me a reason to make me smile
Cus I think I forgot how

I wanna fall asleep with you tonight
I wanna know that I am safe when you hold me tight
I wanna feel how I wanna feel forever

Girls need attention
And boys need us
So, lets make everybody glad
That they have each other
In each others arms
Oh lets make everybody glad

I want you

I wanna dream away with
You tonight
We can go
Anywhere you would like
I wanna feel how I wanna feel forever

I want you

The Garden - Mirah

2008-11-16T23:35:00.002-06:00

Oh oh
I really wanted that thing
I just want to sing
I love YOU baby
Wont you bring
All the flowers you
Find out in the garden
Dont tell me the truth
That your heart has hardened

But you dont want me anymore
How can it be
Look what you've done to me

Oh oh
The bee does quickly sting
I was wondering..
If you could maybe darling
THINK
I'd give everything if you'd grant my love
A pardon
And all the fruits
Again would fill the garden

Magic Under The Moonlight

2008-11-12T07:14:00.003-06:00

I've recently fallen in love with Twilight (Yes I've read all the books and Im also a huge Twilight movie fan) which includes the soundtrack, and this is just the lyrics of the best songs on that album in order of my favorites. If you listen to the music while reading the lyrics, it really is magical...

Eyes On Fire - Blue Foundation

I'll seek you out
Flay you alive
One more word and you wont survive
And Im not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

I wont soothe your pain
I wont ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

Im taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace

Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze

Steadily emerging with grace

I Caught Myself - Paramore

Down to you
Your pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But I dont know what I..want

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
Im saying something that
I should have never thought
Of you
No I dont know what I want

You've got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic
Your leaving me breathless
I hate this
Your not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Dont know what I want
But I know its not you..
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart its not you

I knew
I know in my heart its not you
I know
But now I know what I want
Oh no I should have never thought

Never Think - Robert Pattinson

I should never think
Whats in your heart
Whats in our home
So I wont

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your too far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
So you hold off
She should hold off
Its the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
Shes standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
Im in love
Im in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before your too far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on

Decode - Paramore

How can I decide whats right,
When your clouding up my mind
I cant win your losing fight
All the time
Not gonna ever own whats mine
When your always taking sides
But you wont take away my pride
No not this time

How did we get here
Well I used to know you so well
Well I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I cant see
What kind of man that you are
If your a man at all
Well I will figure this one out
On my own (Im screaming I LOVE YOU so)
On my own (But my thoughts you cant DECODE)
Do you see
What we've done
We're gonna make such fools
Of ourselves

I think I know

There is something
I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true

Go All The Way (Into The Twilight) - Perry Farrell

Happy days
We're going all the way
Tonight
Lightning strikes
Lets go
Into Twilight

First time I saw you (When we first met)
I had the fever (As bad as it gets)
You let me see (Flash of my thighs)
It was so smooth, sparkle, and shine
And it shined

You asked me out on many dates
And took me to exotic places
I saw the look upon your face
You men must really
Love the chase
Im going to let you have it
Like you've never had before
So take me

Go all the way with me

Spotlight (Twilight Mix) - Mutemath

You got a whole lot left to say now
You knocked all your wind out
You just tried too hard and you froze
I know
What do you say

Just take the fall
Your one of us
The spotlight is on

You know the one thing your fighting to hold
Will be the one thing you've got to let go
And when you feel the war cannot be won
Your gonna die to try what cant be done
Gonna say "Stay Out"
But you dont care
Now is there nothing like that inside of you anywhere

Because everyone would rather watch you fall
(All in trouble)
And we're all in trouble
Just take the fall
Your one of us
The spotlight is on

Now your one
Of us
Yeah your one of us

Eyelashes

2008-11-12T07:00:00.002-06:00

Baby its your eyelashes
The dark eyes underneath are pretty damn hard to ignore
Especially when I can feel them on my face
And of course its hard to turn away
When you put your body on display
But was it for me or for her?
Do I remind you of her?
Does she remind you of me?
You wanting me in the first place,
Is pretty hard to believe
I had moved on
I was just fine
The real cause
Wasn't at all odd
The warmth of boiling blood
The sound of a heart beating through its rib cage
The touch of that soft...
But I dont want you anymore
So I guess we're square
I dont feel like that today
I wont be your high school dare
Im no longer subject to your torture
But your eyelashes I still adore

10 Years - Beautiful

2008-07-05T23:47:00.002-05:00

Beauty over wisdom to fit in with their styles
Your Cinderella story's for a price
Vanitys a business built to fleece the unique
Sillicone and stars collide, the rest will fall in line

*Chorus*
Just as beautiful as you are,
Its so pitiful what you are
You should have seen this coming, all along

Visually your stimulating to my eyes
Your Cinderella syndromes full of lies
Your insecurities are concealed by your pride
Pretty soon your ego will
Kill whats left inside (chorus)

Your everything
Thats so typical
Maybe your alone
For a reason
Your the reason (chorus)

Ashlee Simpson - Nothing New

2008-06-27T00:34:00.002-05:00

I found myself wrong again
Stairing out my window
Wondering what it is I should've said
I found myself at home again
Waiting for the aftercall
From a fallout
That feels like such a mess

*Chorus*
Oh, I can only be myself
Im Sorry thats HELL for you
HEY So whats my DAMAGE today?
Dont let me get in your way
Let it out
Like you always do
The trouble between me & you
Is nothing new

So I listen to you complain and then
I bite my tounge in vain again
As I let it all just slowly
Settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
Im so vile while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
Oh I can only be MYSELF
Your looking for someone else (chorus)

You know how to give it,
But you can take it
Its all just a waste
Now you can save it
No matter what I do
Its NEVER GOOD ENOUGH (chorus)

Save your breath cause here comes the truth
Im over the drama of you
And thats something new
Well Im stairing out my window,
Wondering what it is I should have said

Questions From The Bathroom Floor

2008-06-06T03:34:00.002-05:00

This time is it fatal?
I feel its fatal
If a dream is just a dream,
Then I'll never be someone stable
Fucked up yet again, fallen on my back
Waiting for my wings to catch me,
But when you cant fly all you do is back-track
Those clouds are full of colorful hope
My mind is a mental faccillitation,
With no such word as "no"
If its our fault why did you come first?
If your always here, why is my heart about to burst?
You say I cannot bleed more than I can bare
If thats true, why do I feel Im caught in a never-ending curse?
If Im to be honest, why is this (illness)secret one I cannot share?
Im at the bottom of the stairs
Back to the first square
Im sorry Im wrong again
But if your really there show me so I can stand!
I need you now not later
Is there any ounce of gold in my heart or am I just another traitor?

Hilary Duff - Haters

2008-03-04T11:20:00.003-06:00

Dont spit on me and shame yourself
Because you wish you were someone else
You look so clean, but you spread your dirt
As if you think that words dont hurt
You build up walls no one can climb
The things you do should be a crime
Your the queen of superficiality
Keeps your lies outta my reality

*Chorus*
And when your nice its just a POSE
Your one of those
Haters
Traiters to the human race
Haters
What a drag, what a waste
Id like to see them DISAPPEAR
They dont belong anywhere
Haters

Spinning a web thats hard to see
Of ENVY, GREED and JEALOUSY
Feeling angry, but you dont know why
Why dont you look me in the eye?
You want my friends
You want my clothes (chorus)

Different life forms
Different species
Broken promises and treaties
Talking bout exterminating
Not the haters, just the hating

You say your boyfriends sweet and kind
But you've still got your eyes on mine
Your best friends got her eyes on yours
It all goes on behind closed doors (chorus)

Later for the alibis
Haters
Any shape, any size
TRAITORS

*I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU DISAPPEAR*

The Almost - Amazing Because It Is

2008-03-03T16:48:00.002-06:00

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me
I've been arching to every part of me
Just to see
Why you need me to be
The (boy) you need me to be

*Chorus*
Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost,
But now Im found
Was blind,
But now I see

I just wanna say
Im the type of person
Who lets fear drive
Im the type of (guy) who lets it drive
Cuz Im addicted
Im needy
Im lost without you
I need you (chorus)

Your amazing

Hilary Duff - I Am

2008-03-03T16:29:00.002-06:00

Im an angel
Im a devil
I am sometimes in between
Im as bad as it can get
And as good as it can be
Sometimes Im a million colors
Sometimes Im black and white
I am all extremes
Try to figure me out?
You never can
Theres so many things I am

*Chorus*
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful, and powerful
Unstopable
Sometimes Im miserable
Sometimes Im pitiful
But thats so typical
Of all the things I am

Im someone filled with self-belief
Im haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
Im up and I am down
But thats part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am (chorus)

Im a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes Im "perfect"
Sometimes Im a MESS
Sometimes Im not sure who I am

Incubus - Blood On The Ground

2008-03-03T16:12:00.002-06:00

*Chorus*
I dont wanna talk to you anymore
Im afraid of what I might say
I bite my tounge
Everytime you come around
Cuz blood in my mouth beats, Blood on the ground

Hand over my heart
I swear, I've tried everything I could within all my power
Two weeks and one hour
I've slaved and now I've got nothing to show
Oh if only you grow taller than a brick wall
From now on, Im gunna start holding my breath when you
Come around and you flex that fake grin
Cuz something inside me has said more than twice
That breathing less air beats breathing you in (chorus)

Hand over my mouth
Im earning the right to my silence
In quiet discerning between ego and timing
Good judgement is once again proving to me,
That its still worth its weight in gold
So from now on Im gunna be so much more wary when you start to speak
And my warm blood starts to boil
Seeing you is like pulling teeth
And hearing your voice is like chewing tin foil (chorus)

High fives to
A better judgement
By saying less today,
I will gain more
No cheers to you my fickle "friend"
You brought the art of SILENT WAR (chorus)

Paramore - Misery Business

2008-03-03T15:53:00.002-06:00

Im in the business of Misery
Lets take it from the top
Shes got a body like an hour-glass
Its ticking like a clock
Its a matter of time before we all run out
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth
I waited 8 long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie
He was the only one for me
Two weeks, and we caught on fire
Shes got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest Smile!

*Chorus*
Woah, I never meant to brag
But I've got him where I want him now
Woah, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good,
Cuz I've got him where I want him now
And if you could, then you know you would
Cuz God it just feels so
It just feels so good

Second chances,
They DONT ever MATTER
People NEVER CHANGE
Once a WHORE, your nothing more
Im sorry, that'll NEVER CHANGE
And about forgiveness,
We're both supposed to have exchanged
Im sorry honey, but Im PASSING UP
Now look this way
Theres a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want and what they like
"Its easy if you do it right"
Well I refuse, I refuse, I REFUSE! (chorus)

I watched his wildest dreams come true
And not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving... (chorus)

Colbie Caillat - Oxygen

2008-02-12T16:21:00.000-06:00

I came apart inside a world
Made of angry people
I found a boy
Who had a dream,
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
Like bricks under water

*Chorus*
And how am I supposed to tell you how I feel?
I need oxygen
Oh baby,
If I was your lady
I would make you happy
Im never gunna leave
I will be your lady
I am going crazy
For you

And so I found
A state of mind
Where I could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pulled me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting (chorus)

And you dont want to keep me waiting
Stairing at my fingers
Feeling like a fool (chorus)

Tell me what you want
Baby tell me what you need
Anything I ask,
Baby give it to me

AFI - The Killing Lights

2008-02-05T22:04:00.000-06:00

5AM on the bathroom floor
From the night before
Do you find me dreadful?
What a shame
Such a sad disgrace
Such a pretty face
But shes not regretful

*Chorus*
Am I beautiful?
Am I usable?
Its killing time again
Put on your face and lets pretend
These killing lights wont kill us all again
(Cover your face and we'll pretend these killing lights cant kill us all again)

3AM on the city street
When the air is sweet,
Ive had my mouth full
But it seems that outside the screen,
Such a pretty face often will look dreadfull *chorus*

You see they always remember
They never forget a face
When they cut you up
They remember
Cut you up *chorus*

Its time again
Its killing time

Shiny Toy Guns - Dont Cry Out

2008-01-21T22:05:00.000-06:00

I dont get you
I cant forget what you've forgotten
All along
I've never been so alone

Dont cry out
Cease fire

I was pretending
Your secret kiss of confidence
Was my escape
The perfect game to play

Ten, nine, eight, and Im breaking away
Im all dressed up and Im ready to play
Seven, six, five, four and Im all over you
Counting three, two, one and Im having fun

Your fascination
With naked walls of silk and skin
With no conditions
I needed you to notice
Thats all I wanted

Britney Spears - Peice Of Me

2007-12-26T22:21:00.000-06:00

Im Miss American Dream sinse I was 17
Dont matter if I step on the scene, or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gunna put pictures of my derriere in the magazines
You want a peice of me?

Im Miss bad media, karma
Another day, another drama
Guess I cant see the harm in workin and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm, Im still an exceptional earner
You want a peice of me?

*Chorus*
Im Misses lifestyles of the rich and famous (you want a peice of me?)
Im Misses "Oh my God that Britneys shameless" (you want a peice of me?)
Im Misses "Extra! Extra! This just in!" (you want a peice of me?)
Im Misses "She's too big, now she's too thin" (you want a peice of me?)

Im Misses you want a peice of me?
Tryin and pissin me off
Well get in line with the papparazzi
Whos flippin me off
Hoping I'll resort to some havoc
End up settling in court
Now are you sure you want a peice of me?
(You want a peice of me)

Im Misses most-likely to get on the TV for slipping on the streets
When getting the grocceries, no for real,
Are you kidding me?
No wonder theres panic in the industry
I mean please, do you want a peice of me? (chorus)

The Postal Service - Against All Odds

2007-12-03T01:17:00.000-06:00

How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you
Your the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
When all I can do is watch you leave
Cuz we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears

*Chorus*
Your the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Theres just an empty space
Theres nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And thats what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
Theres so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why (chorus)

But to wait for you
Is all I can do
And thats what I've got to face
Take a look at me now
I'll just be standing here
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And thats a chance I've got to face
Take a look at me now

The Material - No One Has To Know

2007-12-03T00:30:00.000-06:00

Dont call if off
Dont say its over now
Cuz I call the shots
And when I say its off, its off, off
And dont call if off
And dont say what you think you have to say to me
Whats done is done
And I think we both agree that we've run this into the ground
And I think its time we say goodnight
I think its time we say goodbye

*Chorus*
Does she know just how to whisper in your ear the way I do?
And does she catch your eyes from a distance sitting in a crowded room?
How many times must I sing my soul to you, (my soul to you)
Before you realize the trials you put me through?
But no one has to know

Would you grant me this last request?
I just want to feel like I've had something to say in this relationship
Its been so rough
Trying to see eye to eye
And its been so tough
But at least I've tried
And I've had enough
So let me scream it out with my last breath
I think its time (chorus)

No
No one
Too many dreams have come to life
Just to wither and die
Keep it a secret
Save your pride
I hope she eats you alive
Because your faithless words and blastphemy wont get you anywhere with me
Just keep it a secret
Save your pride
I hope she eats you alive

How many times must I sing my soul to you,
Before you realize the trials you put me through?
But no one has to know
No one

One more time no (No one has to know)

Natasha Bedingfield- Soulmate

2007-11-05T12:01:00.000-06:00

Incompatible
It dont matter though
Cuz someones bound to hear my cries
Speak out if you do
Your not easy to find
Is it possible,
Mr. Loveable,
Is already in my life?
Right infront of me
Or maybe your in disguise

*Chorus*
Who doesnt long for
Someone to hold
Who knows how to love you
Without being told
Somebody tell me
Why Im on my own
If theres a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again
Circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit?
Theres enough for everyone
But Im still waiting in line (chorus)

Most relationships seem
So transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one (chorus)

Lee And Lies

2007-10-15T23:39:00.000-05:00

Sitting all alone by the bed on the floor
Your asleep and Im up quietly
Can things ever be like before?
This cold burns inside of me
Words and actions begging to be set free
Not the truth, only lies they believe
So I sit here to think about everything
Your hiding things from me
Today whats real
Tomorrow you conceal
Why cant anyone understand that I hurt too?
No its not just you
Call me dramatic, call me a liar, call me a backstabber
But your the deneyer
Of everything thats undercover
So all I can do is suspect and wonder
In my heart,
"Best Friends" come and go
Loneliness, thick skin, understanding, and reality grow
I love you and I have to all the other ones
Turn my head and smile big when they come
Yet I care for them all
I promise I do
Honesty got in the way
No they couldnt tell the truth
But the question is,
Can I seperate them from you?

Tearful Little Girl

2007-10-15T23:31:00.000-05:00

"Mandys Missing!"
Through the phone line and the tears I listen
You left to go pursue that inclination
Guess your shit with temptation
They cry as you bring their worst fears to life
I sit and deny
Your back and you've got a story
But you cant touch that
Because he didn't touch you
Without you wanting him to
You knew this tale would give him all the glory
But sweetie, the peices dont fit,
They're jumbled and I know it
How did this detective detect it?
Little girl, you lead me to it
You cant say this today and that tomorrow
First "No I dont remember"
Then "I had to surrender"
The deeper you go the more blood you ooze
You cant play this kind of game
Your only gunna loose
Its not right cuz this pain is real
You've been through hurt, but this you couldnt feel
Lies are so dominante
You did it because your afraid
Attention you seek
But its wrong to want it in this way

You Were Never My Boyfriend

2007-09-21T13:28:00.000-05:00

You consume my mind
Every day and night
I didn't fall in love with you,
I was something you discontinued
Whatever we had, it was empty
To be put simply
So why do I hurt so easily?
You never had a loving way of treating me
A romantic fairy tale I never believed
I knew we could never be
We had no "chemistry"
But what I cant seem to understand,
Is something I never, ever have
How were you able to just leave it?
No closure
No reason
Im left wondering
Looking for any kind of comforting
And your left fine
You schoolmates,
Im sure theyre divine
They filled my spot
They passed the test
Pretty eyes,
And what you get off to after midnight
I guess my feelings were just added stress
But haven't you heard?
Im a hot mess
I guess I failed cuz I couldn't touch you
And even though you fantasized about it,
I never would've fucked you
We were a lie,
Thats the truth
Now that its on paper,
Im over you

A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

2007-09-14T00:17:00.000-05:00

Your finger tips accross my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me spanish lullabys
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

*Chorus*
Well I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
Im trying not to think about you
Cant you just let me be
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images
No (chorus)

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So your gone and Im haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy,
To walk right in and out of my life? (chorus)

Flyleaf - Im So Sick

2007-09-14T00:12:00.000-05:00

I will break
Into your thoughts
With whats written
On my heart

*Chorus*
Im so sick
Infected with
Where I live
Let me live
Without this
EMPTY BLISS
SELFISHNESS

If you want
More of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your
Itching ears (chorus)

Hear it
Im screaming it
Your heeding to it now
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
And this invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick (chorus)

Taking Back Sunday - I'll Let You Live

2007-09-02T00:32:00.000-05:00

The first degree was a riot
We're making sure
My lessons learned
Im not ashamed
But Im trying
I've come to expect
The standards you have set
Tell me just how
Dangerous
Is second best
You settled for less
And Im sure you'll settle again

*Chorus*
Theres no
Stopping me (this)
Im gutting you out
Does this make you feel safe?

The closer that I look
Is just the further that you get
Already
Stubborn skin thickens
An attempt to understand (chorus)

(2nd chorus)
You got tired
Of waiting
When the guilt subsides
The night begins
And I know its not what you deserve

Came as a gift from a good friend
That disapproves
But understands
That you represent
And actively encourage
All of my worst habbits
They all are
Proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things
Dont test me (chorus, 2nd chorus)

The Fray - How To Save A Life

2007-09-02T00:15:00.000-05:00

Step one
You say we need to talk
He walks
You say sit down its just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stair politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

*Chorus*
Where did I go wrong
I lost a friend
Somewhere along into bitterness
And I would have stayed up
With you all night
Had I known, how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cuz after all, you do know best
Try to step past his defense,
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
Things you told him all along
And pray to God he hears you (chorus)

As he begins to raise his voice,
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road,
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came (chorus)

Sia - Breathe Me

2007-09-02T00:07:00.000-05:00

Help
I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is theres no one else to be

*Chorus*
Be my friend
Hold me
Wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch
I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah
I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe (chorus)

Flyleaf - Cassie

2007-09-01T23:59:00.000-05:00

The question asked
In order
To save her life
Or take it
The answer no
To avoid death
The answer yes
Would make it

*Chorus*
Do you believe in God?
Written on a bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
And Cassie pulled the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him
Knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air (chorus)

How many
Will die?
I will die
I will say yes (chorus)

Paramore - crushcrushcrush

2007-09-01T23:47:00.000-05:00

I've got alot to say to you
Yeah I've got alot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here and it makes no sense at all

*Chorus*
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
Ya little spies
Crush..
Crush..
Crush..
CRUSH!
CRUSH!
-2,3,4-
Nothing compares to
A quiet evening alone
Just the one two
Of us whos counting on
That never happens
I guess Im dreaming again
Lets be more than
This (now)

If you wanna play it like a game
Well come on, come on, lets play
Cuz I'd rather waste my life pretending
Then have to forget you for one whole minute (chorus)

Rock and Roll (hey)
Baby dont ya know,
That we're all alone now
I need something to sing about
(Gimme something to sing about) (chorus)

Madina Lake - House Of Cards

2007-09-01T23:42:00.000-05:00

Its late at night and the worlds asleep
And Im trying not to think
I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds
Im thinking what is wrong with me?
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I've told
That you believed

*Chorus*
Im afraid
To be alone
Im afraid
That one day you'll find out
And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'd be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But Im too afraid
To come clean
Cuz my lifes the flame
In a house of cards

Now I cant look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try to disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But I just cant (chorus)

Its such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cuz Im trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Or is this me? (chorus)

Im A Fake

2007-08-30T00:06:00.000-05:00

Its late at night and Im not even alone,
But I cant get you off my mind
The past, so far ago,
Pain and misery burned in my eyes
As it does tonight
But no one knows
And Im holding onto the feeling of you
Because you saw it in my eyes
Before I even knew what to do
I could love you and I hate that its true
I dont want you, not even close
Im a terrible person to let this feeling grow
She's like no other,
True and better than us both
I will stop this, I have to, I must
When will I learn theres no one I can fully trust?
Until then I will keep dreaming and hoping
Until one day the flutter of pain will be soaking
All around me to look before

Victorias Secret

2007-08-30T00:00:00.000-05:00

Do you expect me to believe you when you tell me you love me?
Its so hard to think when your trying to hug me
Is it a cover up for all the things you've done ever?
Does it blow your head off when I say "I guess, whatever"?
I didn't really mean it
You know the things that I've done
It only hurt you
And thats not so much fun
Well Im sorry for all of it
I really, really am
I hope you'll forgive me,
Please give me your hand
A goodnight kiss, thats all I want to give you
Its just so hard when Im not there with you

8 years to start

2007-08-29T23:52:00.000-05:00

You gave me that fake smile today
Pretty and skinny,
Perfect in your own way
But honey, why is it that everytime I look at you,
I only see pain locked away?
The great ones never see it in themselves
Critical and in disbelief
Even if they hear good from someone else
Im without you and I feel like I have nowhere left to turn
Im alone in this boat
Without the automatic feeling to yearn
But Im getting better,
And soon I wont be on the recieving end of this mess
That'll be your place to confess
Im not holding onto you anymore
Stand on your own two feet and find the cure

Alexandria

2007-08-28T00:24:00.000-05:00

I need to write this
Because its bleeding inside me
You hurt me so bad
It hurts terribly
I trusted you
When warned not to
I let the fact that I care too much
Get in the way yet again
You dont give a damn about me
You never have
All you needed was someone
To cry on and make sad
Well you've fullfilled your desire
Its done and your glad
You have no respect or feelings
You say you love but you dont know the meaning
And even then
Your words are emptier than your reasons
In the end your all that matters to you
And you cry yourself to sleep
Rather than think things through
Im not perfect,
But neither are you
Step back and look at the things you do
The pain you cause
The rules you break
The lies you smear
The people you give heartache
Above everything
I hate that I still care about you
Crying
Hurting
And watching the things you do
Your heart beats on the inside
But for now it is being abused
And lied to
Most like the things the outside of you
Chooses to do

Skinny chicks get all the pretty boys

2007-08-28T00:19:00.000-05:00

Walk past him
His knees get weak
Stair him in the eyes
He's under a spell
Let two months go by
Walk past him
His stomach is sick
Stair him in the eyes
He'll turn his head
This is the chain reaction that happens
Every time you bat those dark brown eyes - yet again
You've put new meaning to the phrase "chew you up and spit you out"
Everyday you find a freshman
Wondering about
Each one more naive than the last
Why do you give him hope,
And then put him in the past?
One day, you'll find a smart one
Who wont want you back
Early on he'll see through you
Like I have

Lies

2007-08-28T00:12:00.000-05:00

How is it that you get away with what you do?
Im so gullable,
Its pathetic to tell the truth
Dont get me wrong - Im a strong spirit
But Im broken when it comes to you
You get what you want
My opinion doesn't matter until you say it does
Im free to taunt
And in every friendship Im in a rush
But honey I think its time to grow a back bone
Living without your lies and excuses is worth being alone
Dont worry I'll find someone new,
And make sure they're nothing like you

Cant be put into words

2007-08-28T00:08:00.000-05:00

For the first time in your eyes Im restless
Purely excited and tempted
This feeling is unfamiliar and strange
Im sick, shaky, and in pain
This wont last - it never does
At 2:34 in the morning,
I dont see myself getting the sleep I need anytime soon
I cant write for shit and I'll have a fit
Im tired of writing
My feelings are empty

The Crosspath Of Pain And Sorrow

2007-08-28T00:04:00.000-05:00

Its almost a week now
And no response
I guess thats ok
Sinse we've been here more than once
And I cant say that I didn't see it coming
More than ever, I think I should give up
Im tired of running
From stop to stop
I will admit
Im a little selfish
But I feel that sinse I met you
I've only held your hand
Its clear that you dont want my help
And I'll never understand

Anorexic

2007-08-27T23:59:00.001-05:00

Your time has been 168hrs
Your weak, but you think your gaining power
You try to keep it a secret
But everybody knows
Not at first,
But their knowledge will grow
You wont be good enough
Even at death
So get help
And try to beat this
Its not in my experience
So I can only imagine its hard
Im using what I know
To heal your scars
I realized it was coming close to this,
So I stopped before it could finish
Cleaning the wound
But still feeling the illness
Yes this will take time for you and me
So long as we keep trying,
Someday we'll be free

Waiting

2007-08-27T17:26:00.000-05:00

Im so lonely
Your not here
Darkness ensares the light
Birthing a shadow
That warm smile is nowhere near
Remembering your smell,
And the stories you tell
I look to the phone and wait for your call
Nothing, no nothing at all
Sitting in the blistering silence,
I want your arms around me
The loss of my innocence
And the way she left you bleeding
We wont last, you and I
Breathing in the blood, I could cry
Waiting
I wont get used to this
Counting the lies
Yet needing your kiss

Someday

2007-08-27T17:19:00.001-05:00

For those who've wept
For those who've cried
For those who've slept
Both day and night
It hurts,
And yet you smile at the same time
We walk
We hold our secret thoughts
Deep in our bones
So we dont get caught
We fall,
Barely breaching our demise
For those who lie
For those who bruise
For those who use
Unfaithful eyes
You'll die
Keeping it all inside
We'll break
You cause so much pain
And I want it too
In the end we're only being used
This day
When will we face our mistakes?

Fight the reason

2007-08-27T17:12:00.000-05:00

Intentions are good in peices
Put them together,
They're only reasons
To fall down this empty heart
I'll never have a fresh start
Because I haven't even begun
To try this battle one
So painful and disgusting
Emotionless and untrusting
I feel like its never-ending
And Im running in circles
I dont even try because I wait for tomorrow
My times running out and Im filling up with fear
This has got to stop
It has to end here
I need you,
Im ready to face this,
Only with your help and strength will I beat it
Forgive me for my past grievance

Beautiful Disaster

2007-08-27T17:07:00.000-05:00

Your an addiction
Your a fantasy
Your the most beautiful disaster thats ever happened to me
Dangerous and offensive,
Around you Im defenseless
Im trying to avoid this,
Because your the beginning of my death sentence
Damn curiousity
Damn lust
Damn the fact that Im the one you cant trust
We believe we're safe in our head,
But really the main event
Is sitting all alone
Wondering where to go
After meeting you,
I do that more than usual
The descision is painful
It'll break the addiction but I cant ensure the fantasy
Because through all this
Your still the most beautiful disaster to ever happen to me

Return a sin

2007-08-27T17:00:00.000-05:00

Im wide awake
Feeling a bit insane
But this time theres nothing I can do but pray
All you see
Is yourself and your pain
You've been decieved,
But not by me
You say "accept me for who I am"
But you would not return the favor
You dont care about me
That much is obvious
You dont know the truth
Yet you claim to follow it
Your opinionated and open-minded
Yet you dont give it a chance
Even though your under a life-threatening trance
Fine then
Have it your way
Live your life the way you think
Even though it is not safe
Im done trying to help you
Im done letting you make me feel this way
I've realized your only adam pt 2
And you let me hit my face

Bi a sin

2007-08-27T16:52:00.000-05:00

I breathe to try to take it in
Sitting alone again in the dark
You broke the code and now your a sin
And he knows how to trust in a broken heart
His type will always be a work of art
You've given me doubt,
And reason to cry
Waiting for the day I wont be alone
Your so easy to be asked to die
Sweet and sound like the best lullaby
But not worth the blood you've put on my side
Storms mean pain and intensity
Storms mean beauty and grace
If ever I fell,
Would you let me hit my face?
Until then I'll wait
Until then I'll pray

Truth

2007-08-27T16:47:00.000-05:00

You stair and blink your eyes again
I just keep going
"Please can we not do this?"
Thats what you say as you lift your head,
Away from those shoes,
Dangling from your bed
I nod in dissapointment
Is this how its always gunna be?
And I've been questioned,
Through all this drama
To ones I've lied on your behalf
I thought one day it would stop
At least I've learned not to believe your trash
But we have untied some knots
We are not perfect
Even though you pretend to be
And we've got our quirks
So until we're fully there,
Through each other we'll see

Benjamin

2007-08-27T16:41:00.000-05:00

Open the curtains
Let the warmth of the sun bring me back to reality
Sweetie your a dream,
Not a fatality
For a second you had me,
For a second you have us all
Lost in butterfly kisses,
I'll touch your fall
But I'll never hold it up to the sky
Neither will on your account I cry
You never let me down,
I never fell apart
Your no masterpeice
Neither a bliss of the stars
Rather a quiet murmer in my heart,
Soon to be forgotten

I've learned my best writing comes when i hate you

2007-08-27T16:36:00.000-05:00

You...
Love me
Hate me
Lie to me
Betray me
Filthy
Desperate
Ugly
Elegant
Bleed through your eyes
You dont know how to cry
Emotionless
Selfish
No pity
Just anguish
Open my heart
Lock the door
Im left without
With the time to shout
All about
The pain you've caused,
Without a cause
Let this go
Sooner or later you'll show
Who you really are
And they'll all know

Eyes Wide Shut

2007-08-27T16:28:00.000-05:00

Listen to the noises and cry
I dont have his favor, Im so scared to die
I know what Im doing, Im not gunna lie
I've been careless with these hands
Ignoring the fact that one day they will bleed
Help is in my demand
Why wont you help me?
Im falling
Im breaking my own legs and crawling to the outside
Im falling down
Im only waiting for you to open up my eyes
This fear, and confusion
Its consuming
Its always tomorrow to try
Im running in circles
With beaded glass eyes
I've put myself in this hole
Watch me loose my mind
Sick and alone, wanting someone to hold
Im only a joke
But as for this, no one is to know
When Im drowning in my own tears,
You've got a smirk
Dear God,
When will I learn?
I must pick myself up before its too late
Should I not, I'll only fear my fate

Cry Innocence

2007-08-27T16:20:00.000-05:00

All I want is you
All I need is you
I'll never move on
Cuz your all I can do
Stop
Rewind
Replay
These words run through your head
Over and over again
You think this is what I believe of you
Funny thing is, its simply not true
Honey, you dont deserve an explanation
Sweetie, I owe you nothing
When you look at me, there is temptation
As I look at you, I see something
Anger,
Longing,
Jealousy,
Joy
Just by looking at me this is what you get
But, My dear, I am not your toy
And to me, you are not a threat

Random Poet

2007-08-27T13:28:00.000-05:00

Im not interested in the clothes you wear
You dont see that this heart cares
They dont know that Im pretending
But your life is worth defending
I came to you as a crush, as a fool
Your breaking this heart, your ignorance is the tool
Believe it when you see my empty eyes
Because only hours ago, they did such a thing as cry
Tears fall like blood from a wound
My soft pink cheeks they consume
Warmth drifts away
The cold leaves you in a haze
I dont mean to be condescending
I only fear that your life is ending
Please tell me that you see me here
End it and come back my dear
Look at me from the side
And watch me cry
Im not interested in the length of your hair
You stripped my strength and left me bare